You need to forget the past and move on , it took me four month for me to understand all these are bound to happen it makes us to understand life .
If you were end up with that person do you think you will ever be happy ? as for me I will say no it will make me regret it that I shouldn't have taken these path .
You need to stop thinking and start living ,be happy have fun , hang out with ,date and don't stay with only just one person , at the end you will not feel pathetic that you were being left out .
Look beautiful , sex , happy do those stuff that you love so much that makes you a better person , be the person you really want to be and don't let someone tell you that you are worthless you have a beautiful thing inside of you that can make a great impact and difference in thousands lives .
don't go and commit suicide or if you had a baby with the person think of embracing and not adopting if you meet the man of your dreams then be over happy no matter the stomps you pass through .
Be strong and courageous